When I Was 5, I Killed Myself (1994)

Director
Jean-Claude Sussfeld

Main cast
Dimitri Rougeul; Blanche Ravalec; Patrick Bouchitey; Salomé Lelouch; Anny Romand

Genres
Drama

Description
This film is about Gils, a young boy (about ten) in a juvenile mental hospital in 1950's France. Flashbacks recount his conflicts with authority and his strong relationship with Jessica, a similarly rebellious schoolmate. Simultaneously, a compassionate doctor develops a trusting friendship with Gils, which a higher-ranking authoritarian doctor tries to thwart.


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